Today in the Life of Es...[Bumped Out Edition]
I tried. I tried so damn hard to do many things. To do them right. To be original and creative. I have so much passion just stored up in me it drives me crazy. I don't care what you have or what you have done b/c at the end of the day, if you dont have passion for what you are doing, all that other shit amounts to nothing. NOTHING I said! There are so many people in this world that are half assing(is that a word?) jobs, being lazy with things and get rewarded for it when right next to them there are people who wouldn't want to be anywhere else but where they are now and put their all into everything that they do and never get a simple "Thank You". Yea, i know its a fucked up world, but does it really have to be that way? Like really? Idk, i'm just spitting my guts out now. Like I say all the time, "Same shit, EVERY day!". I'm so tired of all of this. I don't even want material things anymore. I just want to be happy. I just want to be appreciated for what i can offer and what i have done. I want to be free. I just want to smile, not because i'm trying to hide my sadness and anger but because i am truly happy. Is that too much for a girl to ask for?
'Always More, Never Less'-Es
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